Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Why do I hate myself?

There has to got to be some deep seeded reason why I cant lose weight.  Maybe cant isnt the right word, maybe a better word is "wont".  I am constantly trying every trick there is...hoping, waiting for some spark to go off in my brain.  If I buy new workout clothes...will that help?  If I treat myself to something at the end of losing 5 lbs...will that help? If I eat this big ice cream sundae and eat french fries...will that help?  No, no and a big fat NO!!!!  I am so tired of feeling this way and being in this awful cycle.  Get stressed, eat fatty foods, get sad, eat a slice of cake (or two).  Something has gotta give.

So let the positivity begin.  I am worth something.  I care about my health and my body.  I want to be healthy and sexy and fit into all my jeans.  I can do this.

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